After over nine months of fighting and battling I feel like I can finally put the gun away life has given me and just relax for once. Everything seems to be perfect right now. Well that's total bull. Everything literally is perfect, and it feels so wrong to be able to say I'm the happiest I've ever been. I know I owe this to the man upstairs big time, who pretty much pulled me up from the bottom, in ways nobody would understand or believe. I've noticed the closer I've become to God the easier life is to handle. I still get some rainy days, no doubt about that, but I can honestly say I can bear a smile through them all. All since I leaned on Him that day at the Hospital waiting for the arrival of my daughter. But life is about to get extremely exciting.
I'm now tagging along with KMPhotography and "excited" doesn't even begin to describe how I feel right now. Two reasons. For one I've been sitting on my butt for 5 months raising my daughter. I love it, it's just that I've put aside excercise and I can't remember the last time I've went out for an event. People who know me know that sitting me down is like trying to ductape the energizer bunny to a chair. I need out. Two. I'm finally getting my foot in the door for my dream job of being a fine artist. I've been waiting 16 years for this. Even if it's not working with my paintings or sketches I'll take it. Besides, I've really found I have a thing for photography too, and that is what all the colleges wanted to see me accomplish also.
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